So the challenge, perhaps unrealistic, perhaps impossible, that I’ve set myself is that the novel I write this month be The One. As in: the one that will tell the story I’ve always wanted to tell. The one that will be beautiful and heartbreaking and brilliant and innovative and real. The one that will get me the publishing deal, a guaranteed writing career. I’m graduating next month, after all, and this feels like my last chance. While I still have the security of my classes, the protective framework of a college student, to do the thing that will save me from having to figure it out…more
Good thing about staying awake in bed until 5 am: having necessary realizations. Bad thing: getting no sleep, trying to go to classes and write a novel.